Have you ever asked yourself : What am I? and What is God?
Here is another question: why is I and God always written with the first letter in capital? I understand for “God” but why for “I”?
How many times have we heard expressions like “You are what you think”, “You are what you eat” or “You are what you feel” so many “you are..” expressions that make you start thinking if there is something left. If I am that and that and that, then what am I not?
But of course, we don’t take it ad litteram. “These are merely literary metaphors” – this is what we say, and consider them nothing but marketing tools to get our attention.
But what if they are not? What if they have been repeated so many times, it has become real?
The time when we considered ourselves to be only matter has long gone. Everybody agrees now that we are energy. Vibration.
We don’t have energy. We are energy.
Starting from this point it is very well possible that we are, indeed, a mixture of everything we think, do, eat, feel all the time. We are thus a sum of all our thoughts and emotions. Which are energy. Our energy.
Now let’s go to God. If I am not matter, God is not matter. But who would have though that?
I honestly don’t know. All I know is that religious people use to think of it as an almighty entity, like a Physical God we know from stories. A person up there, out of our sight, like a boss we have at work. A boss we need to keep the order and to punish us.
Well, ok, sometimes he gives us a raise. 🙂
But I don’t believe in this god. For me, if I am energy, he is energy too, a huge form of energy that includes everything: people, animals, rocks, waters… everything.
It’s complicated, I know, and its not something I can swear it, that I know for sure and can vouch for it. No, it is something, an idea, which gives me comfort. It’s something my rational mind accepts.
Considering that absolutely everything that exists, from Mother Theresa to Hitler, from cockroaches to whales, from cancer to perfect health and harmony, all of all together make what we call God. And even more than that: everything we cannot see. Everything we don’t know about, everything we cannot feel. All our past and all our future. All the possibilities and all the impossibilities. All possible futures and all possible universes. With the living and the dead. In a word, EVERYTHING.
Everything that exists and even what doesn’t exist is a part of God.
This is my theory, this is the idea that my brain can rationalize and accepts as true. I tried The Christian God. And Jesus. The story told in the bible is unacceptable, it has absolutely no sense. The rules of Christianity, their ideas are absurd and illogical. I tried to believe and follow them.
But when you are depressed the only think that you see is that GOD DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT ON YOU.
For some reason you are the only onewho is punished, though the others are not. The person who harmed you is feeling perfectly and what you want to do is dissolve in thin air. In such a wrong and unfair world, how could anybody in its right mind say God is good?
We don’t understand the divine logic and the paths of god? Well, you bet I don’t. But this is not going to turn me into a complete begging idiot for the mercy of an invisible god, who enjoy seeing people suffering. For a divine logic, of course.
Which is why my theory (I’m sure is not only mine, is just a matter of speaking) is acceptable and understandable.
God is Everything and we all participate in making it.
This burdens us with huge responsibility. We are not left to follow a fate, we have free-will here. And everything we think, feel, do, have a resonance in this universe, designing our future fate.
Our present life is a result of all our previous lives and this life and these thoughts and desires and attachments, feelings and actions. We have built our life and we continue to do it each and every second.
This is a god I understand and choose to accept.